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Wednesday, November 12th, 2003

Subject:New journal.
Time:1:01 am.
FRIENDS ONLY. hehehehe.
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Sunday, October 12th, 2003

Time:11:19 pm.
Praise God. :D

After 8 days... my mom is awake! She isn't all there yet, but she is awake.. And getting better by the minute. :)

She is nodding 'yes' and 'no', smiling when you ask, squeezing hands, giving kisses, and she even brushed her teeth all on her own today!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOOO!!!!!!!

I stayed up at the hospital lastnight, and went to see how she was first thing in the morning and she was ready to get out of her bed.

I am so proud of her. She is such a little fighter. She is acting reeeeally stubborn though. She wants the heck out of there, she keeps pulling on everything (tubes, cords, anything she can get ahold of) and she is trying to pull her trach (ventilator) out. No good. So they sedated her tonight, so I came home to get some real rest.

She sat up in a chair today.. but she still cant walk or talk yet. But that is coming next!

I am so happy. Thank you Jesus.

Thanks everyone for all your thoughts and prayers. I really do appriciate them a lot. <33333

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Friday, October 10th, 2003

Subject:My mom.....
Time:3:31 pm.
Contrary to popular belief... My mom has not come out of her coma yet... We can't tell if she is waking up, or doing any better because she is under so much medication and it just knocks her out...

The doctors wanted to start taking her off of her medicine 2 days ago to see if she would wake up or respond any better... but unfoutunetly, we had a major set back yesterday... They had to take her in for an immediate surgery to do a tracheometry (cutting a hole in the throat) so that she could breathe better with the ventilator. :(

It is kind of good now that we can see her face without all of those tubes going in her mouth and nose.. Her stitches on her face are healing up really well.... but now we have to wait even longer for any results because they have to start over on slowly taking her off of the medicine.... :(

The circulation in her legs is coming back slowly... Other than that, nothing else has really changed a great amount. She is still a 10 or so on the coma scale (3 being the lowest and 15 being the highest)...

I just want her to wake up soon..... I can't stand not having her around and not being able to talk to her. I miss my mommy!!!!!!

But I am doing good, if anyone cares. I am holding up pretty well. I just dont see the point in acting all crazy. It wont help anything. So, I am being strong for my mom, and for my family.

I pray a million times a day. That is all I really CAN do for my mom. She is going to do just fine, I know it. The lord has his hand on her. :)

Thank you to everyone for all of your support, you guys rock! I will come back soon for another update... But right now I am leaving for the hospital again.

I love you guys. Talk to you all soon.

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Tuesday, October 7th, 2003

Time:4:39 pm.
Hey everyone.


I think my mommy is doing better today. She is SLOWLY getting better everyday, they say. They took her neck brace off today, which is good I think, and most of her wounds and swelling are doing good too. But she STILL hasn't waken up yet.. and she isn't following commands or responding yet.. so let's pray for that, still!!!!!!

THANKS SO MUCH AGAIN!! To everyone! I feel so loved, I am so thankful for all of your support in this UPSETTING and STRESSFUL time. I love you guys. All of ya! <3

Tawny Thank you so much for staying with me all day on Saturday. You're a great friend. :)

Angela, you and your mom are great. Thanks for coming to see me at the hospital. I'll keep you updated for sure.

Amandizzle, you rock me. You have been my rock throughout all of this. Thanks for being there and spending all these days with me and my family at the hospital. You've been there when I cry, and been there to make me laugh. THANK YOU! I LOVE YOU MY FUTURE ROOMIE!! <3

Okay, I think I am done for now. I am at my grandma's house for dinner. I better get going.

Keep praying! And WEAR YOUR SEATBELTS! <3

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Monday, October 6th, 2003

Time:10:59 pm.
Mood: stressed.
I'm not going to be home for a while. My mom was involved in a pretty bad car accident on Friday night and she is still in the hospital in ICU right now. She is in ciritcal condition, in a coma, and she hasn't waken up yet. So I will be spending all my time at the hospital. I came home for a few minutes to get some cleans clothes and stuff, and I thought I would write on here and tell you whats up. I wont be around here for a while though.... If you pray, please pray for her. PLEASE.

thanks guys.

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Saturday, April 26th, 2003

Subject:i want a platnum blonde life... so i can bleach out the color.........
Time:2:50 pm.
Mood: anxious.
I am taking a break from getting ready for my Senior Prom. It is tonight. Woo. I am excited. :D

I never got to watch the movies I rented lastnight.. (One Hour Photo and Drumline) Cuz I ended up in my bedroom upset about something someone said/acted.... Ugh. I hate that I am so emotional right now. And I am sucha friggin cry baby! Damnit.

Beau came in my room while I was sulking in my sad existence and tried talking to me.. Our talk made me cry.. I feel bad he that likes me so much.. and I.... just dont know about him right now. I just dont like him as much as I should. And I feel like I am cheating him out of something good he could be having with someone else who is ready... Just like he said..... I am still a kid. I don't know how to handle a real relationship. I would just go and scrww it up anyway..... :( Blahhhhh.

Beau left around 12:45 because he was about to die of exhaustion... Heather left around 1... and Tawny left around 2... I didn't get to sleep lastnight until about 4 AM.. I stayed up talking to KC-ABJ-Michael. I enjoyed our conversation a lot. :o)

But this morning when 10:00 AM rolled around, I was kicking myself in the head for staying up so late. I had to literally FALL out of bed to wake myself up.

I jumped in the shower... Then blowdryed my hair...

Jenna came over, and she played online and talked to Veronika online and watched strongbad emails on homestarrunner.com until I was done drying my hair....... haha she was entertained.

Then my mommy rolled my hair in hot rollers.. and the Jenna did an updo. She is amazing with hair! She has done my hair several times... Once for a dance in Yukon, the spotniks, and for my performance of cinderella... and today. It looks so good... :o)

Now I am just waiting on my mom to pick my dress up from being pressed so I am chillin.....

Pretty soon I have to start my makeup......

Jonathan will be here at 6:00 to pick me up.
We're going to eat at Garcia's. Mmmm.

It shall be a fun night. I will make sure to take lots of pictures.

Well, I am going to go watch a movie now until my mother returns with my dress...


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Monday, April 21st, 2003

Subject:Why... WHY?!?
Time:2:45 pm.
Mood: dorky.
Go here: http://www.homestarrunner.com/sbemail20.html

The end.

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Thursday, April 10th, 2003

Subject:"Yeah, we'd make great friends, but it just isn't the same …"
Time:12:45 pm.
Mood: sleepy.
Chris emailed me earlier.

It's so weird.

I dont know whether to think he's sweet and just too scared, or... I dont know.. he is just letting me down easy...

Boys. Boys. I really like him still. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I HATE THEM.

Okay, I am done.

The Love

You think you're cool.
You're in a band.
Couldn't get a girl ...
now you're in demand.

Did you put them down?
Did you leave them out?
Now when we play,
you scream & shout.

Could you write a song like this?
I'm the one you're gonna miss.

The love I saw, you couldn't see.
I always knew we'd never be.
Could you love me now?
I can't love you now...
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Wednesday, April 9th, 2003

Subject:It's a sad day.......
Time:2:07 pm.
Model 2551 broke up lastnight. :(

That f*cking sucks. To say the least. :(



and gr @ dirk for leaving incubus. *kicks*

the end.
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Subject:Happy Birthday To Yooouuuuuu!
Time:12:40 pm.
Mood: horny.
Big shout-out to my friend Courtness. It's her 20th birthday! Gotta love that! I love ya girl! Have a great one!!!! <3333

Dont you love my "mood"??? HAHAHAHAHA! I am not really. The icon is just cute.

I am bored.

It's a small world, huh Beckie??? ;) :P

Pink forever!


ok bye.

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Subject:"I just wanna be your friend.........."
Time:9:15 am.
Mood: geeky.

I dont have the words to say all the things I feel today.....

I want to go to Stillwater on Friday to see Aislinn, and TRB. (Awww, I miss Tony, Josiah & Andy) BooHoo. It's looking like that is not happening. I have no way to get there... :(

Tawny wants me to go to the club with her and Heather on Friday night. I might do that. I dont know yet.

Saturday I think we're going to Tulsa to see aBJ (wooooo!) and J-reliable. Mark has threatened me, if I dont come to one of their shows. Hahaha. ;P

I hung out with Beau on Monday night. He brought me a PINK rose. It was cute. I rejected him taking me to dinner. I am such a loser... We saw "Bringin Down The House" at Tinsel Town... iu was funny. I love Steve Martin. Oh Man!

He wants to hang out again Thursday. I'll have to see what I have planned.

Adrienne invited me to the 3 doors down/12 stones concert with her. I dont know if I want to go yet. I really dont like 3 doors down. Ughh. We'll see....

Well, I graduate in 29 more *school* days....
..but whose counting, right??? ;)

Oh man... I have to go to show choir rehearsal now.


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Monday, April 7th, 2003

Subject:Woo. Fun times. At the dinosoar shop.
Time:12:56 pm.
Mood: dorky.

Some people try to look for love. And they get so impatient while waiting. They want it now. They feel empty and incomplete until they find it.

That was definitely me up until a week or two ago...

but I finally just gave up... and basically said "Screw love" ....

I said to myself "Okay. I like Chris a lot. We're hanging out. If he likes me, then that's cool. If it's meant to be, then it will work out."

Sadly enough, It didn't work out.

We hung out and stuff LAST Saturday. (Now it's a week and two days later) He hadn't talked to me since. I was kinda upset, I'll admit. But come on. I kinda liked him. So, that's normal right? - Right.

Well, Model 2551 had a show Saturday night, which would be Chris's band. That would be a week since I saw/talked to him last. It was going to be weird going to the show... I could already tell.

Well, there is this completely, adorabley cute boy, Beau, I had been talking to throughout the week. Let me tell you about him. He is kind of artsy and shy, but a complete nerd and crack-up when he gets to know you. He has long-ish shaggy dark hair. Pretty eyes. Emo glasses. and.. the most beautiful smile. For real. And he's an artist. We hung out at his house, and he showed me some of his drawings. Amazing. he is going to draw Tawny's tattoo for her.

Anyway, He called me Friday and we talked and talked. We hit it off really well. Tawny even talked to him on the phone for like an hour while I was on the other phone talking to Jonathon about prom. Tawny likes him. She approves. That's a good thing. heh.

So, Saturday, Tawny and I invited Beau to go to the Model 2551 show at the green door with us.. and he came.

It was really fun. And not as weird as I thought it would be. Chris talked to me, and I could see it in his face he was wondering why I was there with Beau. It was like sweet revenge.. isn't that horrible of me? I know. But grrrr at boys. Grr at Chris.

So, the night went on. I hung out with Beau mostly... There was a point when Tawny and I went and talked to Tony and Chris while they were playing pool. Then Tawny and Tony went away and it was just Chris and I. We talked for like 15-20 minutes. I scolded him about not calling me, and gave him a major guilt trip. That was my only intention of even talking to him at all.

Even though he was being the normal goofy, funny, sweet Chris that I liked... I ended up meeting my mission successfully. He felt bad for "ditching" me as I put it. And then I was happy and didn't talk to him the rest of the night.

Beau is great. He is a nice guy. Just really nice. I mean, he's honestly a good guy. He doesn't drink. He doesnt smoke. He even has faith. In God, of course. And that's a big plus for me.

He's just really nice. I look foward to hanging out with him, and getting to know him more. We hit it off really well.

Boys are so dumb. Why do I like them so much. Hah......

Can I just say right now that Jason (model 2551) is the coolest. Yeah. we actually talked to him a lot Saturday. HE SPEAKS!!! ;) :P

Did I mention I more than likely have a prom date now. Aww. Jonathon. I love him. Haha. I hung out with him and Laura (his sister) on Thursday. We went to the mall and stuff. He bought me starbucks. Mmmm.

Tawny and I went prom dress shopping Friday night. Fun times. Can I just say that we are SO cute? yeah, thanks.

HAHAHAHAHA. Brook kills me.
Brook:"Holy.... what happened to her hair?!?" *disgusted look*
Dani: "Yeah... SOMEONES jackin my hairstyle......" *cough cough*
Brook: "Somethin' terrible.... ew."

Man. That. was. funny.

I got new glasses Thursday. They are not as cute as my punk/emo glasses I had before. But they will do. :o)

Beau wants to take me (and TAWNY) to the park, and a movie. AWWWWWWWWWW. Haha. I told him no dinner-dates yet. They make me too nervous just thinking about them.

And maybe I will have some time to mail out SodaPop's autograph today... I will try and get to the post office.......... Er....

Ok. Im outie.


-Danielle <3
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Thursday, April 3rd, 2003

Subject:I love llamas. :D :D :D :D
Time:2:12 pm.
Mood: distressed.
Staci kills me sometimes...

Drop Dead Diva: that llama wants me


I really do love LLAMAS though. And I love all of you. :D

I need a prom date. Boohoohoo.

The end.

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Tuesday, April 1st, 2003

Subject:'Cause in your heart you have all of our good times......
Time:12:35 pm.
Mood: sad.

Today would have been Emmy's 17th birthday. :(

I love and miss you Em. <3 Happy birthday.

Emily Kristin Fields
April 1st 1986 - December 8th, 2001

Suicide Help
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Time:9:29 am.
Mood: confused.
I am INSANELY tired. I do not know why.

Im wearing my England shirt today. With the union jack flag on it. <333
People keep saying "You need to have USA pride Dani..."
Heh. Well, I do. I am proud of America and all that jazz. I am blessed to live here and all. But I dont have to wear a shirt with the American Flag on it to prove it.
I just love England... everything about it. Hee hee hee. (And hey, they are helping us fight this war, aren't they??? Yay for england!) hahaha.......

So, I ran into Tim (Green) yesterday... It was amazing... because I hadn't seen him in forever, probably not since graduation last year! I don't know why we ever lost touch. He is SUCH a sweetie. I hung out with him while he went to go skate with some other guys... I love watching skaters. They are so cute. lol. It's one of my weaknesses, I think. Hah.

Any ways.... Tim and I were talking about prom... He was like "I'll take you!!!!" and I was like "Okay, hehe"
....That would be cool. I mean, he's cute, and sweet, and he WANTS to go.. or at least I think he does...

I wonder if he was serious.

I am debating whether to call him up to kinda keep in touch and ask him if he really wants to go with me... or just let him be, and leave it up to fate if we ever run into eachother again..
and leave up to fate... if I ever find a prom date or not???
Ehh.. The first idea seems better to me...
But I dont know. Can I do it??? errr.....

I really would like to go with Chris. Why am I so afraid to say something??? gah... :o/

I am going out to dinner tonight... At a nice resturant. Aww, it should be fun. :D

Mmm... Blue berry muffins are good.

I like Britney Spears.

I want some tea. Right now. ::pouts::

I don't want to go to my American History class..... ugh.

okay... I am being HELLA random.

I am going to go now... I have nothing else to say.

Call me people. I miss all of you. <3333

I'm out, like the fat kid in dodge ball....

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Monday, March 31st, 2003

Time:1:06 pm.
Mood: artistic.
I am still beaming smiles from the weekend, It was so good... I am completely worn-out though.

For some reason I was being really whiney lastnight... it was weird. I was in a good mood kinda... but still irritable. If that makes ANY sense at all. I don’t really KNOW why, but I know that I was bothered/irritated and I don’t know by what, so blah.

I took some alone-time for myself lastnight, and today at lunch. It was needed. Sometimes I just like to be alone. It felt really good.. and it was so beautiful outside today! I told my friends that I was going to pass on hanging out with them at lunch, and I just sat out on a bench in the quiet. It was great. :D

I got home late every night this weekend. I need to really get a better sleeping pattern. I know I always say that, and it never happens... And I don’t see it happening soon either, hahaha.

The Beatles tribute shows this weekend were grand. I enjoyed them a lot. I really do dig the Beatles a large amount.. so it was radical. I am pretty sure that they are my all-time favorite band.. by far. I was impressed at most of the performances both nights.

Friday night was the one in OKC, and Chris played in the beatles band.. along with my buddies in Twenty Minutes To Vegas. (The twins!!! And eric.) They all dressed alike... All beatle-ish. It was cute. They played like 21 or 22 songs on their set, and it was awesome. They did very well. :D "Back in the USSR" was really rockin. I heart that song.

I did end up going to the Norman show as well, which was fun. Even though the coffee shop/cafe we went to was HELLA overly-packed, and there was like 5 chairs in the whole building, I still had fun. And I had some good tea. The sets were good. Good good songs that night... [i.e. blackbird, across the universe, let it be, eleanor rigby, come together, yesterday ...etc.]

During the last set, Chris and I sat down at a table and he sat really close... While we were sitting there, he sang to me a few times while we were facing eachother. It was cute stuff. 'Let It Be' was the last song, and it was great all-around... Chris and I together, singing.. It was *almost* a perfect moment. Best yet, for sure. ;) :D

He is entirely too sweet, and I love it. Hahaha. I really like him a lot. I think I have said that already, but this weekend pretty much confirmed it. :P haha.

There was this particular moment, when we were sitting pretty close.. and the music was playing, and he was singing to me.. and it all fell into place perfectly.. the lyrics and the surroundings.. it was really cool. He like looked down at the floor.. and I looked down and we both laughed a littled because of the lyrics and the floor being all trashed out. - And his guitar gently weeps? lolol. I guess you would have to be there to get what I mean.........

I look at the floor, and I see it needs sweeping...
Still my guitar gently weeps.


Chris rode back to OKC with us, and we took him to his car that was parked outside the Twins (!!!!!!!!!!!) house... lol. Then we went and chilled at his house for a little while before going home at 4 AM. We listened to the stones, and I danced to "satisfaction".. hahaha.. then we danced to Prince. That was good stuff. I love his "oldie" taste in music. It rocks.

He wanted to watch Yellow Submarine, but we needed to get home. Maybe we can stay and watch it another time... Errr....

Even though I truly am a beatles fan, that movie just - I dont know... Sometimes I like it, and sometimes you would have to be tripping on acid to enjoy it. LOL.

Sunday morning I woke up early and took my siblings to church...

I slept away most of my day Sunday....

My weekend was good. :)

I talked to Aislinn Friday night before I left.. She is fun. I love her.

I want my computer back.

I still need a prom date. I am going to take Lindsey (Neal)’s advice and stop looking... er... maybe. Even though I kinda need to know soon. Oh-well.

So, doot.
Im bored now.
I guess I am going to go..

Until next time....

"Love. Yes, love."

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Friday, March 28th, 2003

Time:2:21 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
Still no sign of my computer coming to life. :(

I went out shopping and to eat at subway with Tawny lastnight. We had way too much fun. We went "Bra and Panties" shopping.... tee hee hee. We got ome cute things. :D Oh, and also got her a shirt for tonight. ;)

This weekend... I am not sure what is going on yet... maybe a Norman-town adventure.... ??? Who knows.

Tonight I am going to see Chris play in a Beatles cover band. That should be cute! :D

ok people... Danielle needs a prom date.... It's getting close. and I need a date. I am not going stag to my SENIOR prom. Sooo.... Calling all rock stars. haha... No, but for real... I need a date. Bad. Any ideas???

Right now I am just going to say that I love Court, Jen, Aislinn and Tawny. Those are my girls. :D :D :D :D Why can't I just take YOU GIRLS to prom??? Geeze.. <333333

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Tuesday, March 25th, 2003

Subject:I love Staci THIS much! |______________________________| (thats a lot lol)
Time:1:15 pm.
Mood: amused.
Drop Dead Diva: yeah *bleep* is fired
Drop Dead Diva: fuck him
Drop Dead Diva: lol
Drop Dead Diva: or rather
Drop Dead Diva: don't
d a n i Xskins: lmao HAHAHA

i heart her. lol.

oh, I scanned most of my picture proofs... tell me if you like...

Aw, I am happy in this one... hahahaha.

the rest are here: http://www.picturetrail.com/stellarecho4


the end.

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Time:9:40 am.
Mood: melancholy.
Pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about

That's what you get for falling again
You can never get him out of your head
That's what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of your head

It's the way...
That he makes you feel.
It's the way...
That he kisses you.
It's the way...
that he makes you fall in love....

She's beautiful, as usual, with bruises on her ego....
And her killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men

And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get him out of your head
That's what you get for falling again
You can never get him out of your head

It's the way...
That he makes you feel.
It's the way...
That he kisses you.
It's the way...
that he makes you fall in love....

pretty girl.... pretty girl....
Pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out ....
You can never get him out of your head

It's the way....
he makes you cry.
It's the way...
that he's in your mind.
It's the way...
that he makes you fall in love.
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Monday, March 24th, 2003

Subject:"you got the hot one.." -lmfao :X
Time:1:14 pm.
Mood: dorky.
WOW. I have so much to say…
My computer decided to be broken when I got home from Missouri.
It wont turn on. It sucks.....

Okay.... I went to the model 2551 show on friday night. They rocked my face off, as usual. After the show a bunch of people went back to Chris's concrete basement abode.... and I had entirely, way *WAY* too much fun... whoa. hahaha.......

After trying for a while, I successfully scared Tony (hee hee) and I got my place back on the couch.

Justin freaked me out hardcore with Kacy’s sock-less feet (EWWWWW!).

I got excited at the "20 minutes to vegas" shaggy hair twins being in the same room together (hot twins are God’s gift)

We all danced in the living room to old-schoolness... (Chris has furniture now. SWEET!)

I watched Damon and Chris (TWINS!) do the "twist" lol... that was cute.

Me and Chris and Matt with the hat got ditched by the rest of the crew for IHOP at 4 am.. So we stayed behind and I entertained the two remaining people with my dancing and singing along to the spice girls into the VCR remote...fun times. Um, dont ask why we were listening to the Spice Girls at a guy's party. Kace and Court totally missed it. Hahaha.

The rest of the night is blurry. There are still some mysteries.. pertaining to where matt went, and how the crew got back inside from IHOP and on the couches without us hearing them... hmmm.. ohwell.

yeah, so I am at vo-tech right now (No, jerome, I'm not making dinosoars, lmao)......

doot dooot.....

And I am spent. I shall update someday (I dont know when that will be) whenever my computer is fixed... :D

And I leave you with this....

"Dani... your shirt is on inside out."


<3 you all
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Thursday, March 20th, 2003

Subject:la la de dah....
Time:6:33 pm.
Mood: hopeful.
Well, I am just sitting here chillin in the dorm. John Mayer's Inside Wants Out is playing pretty loud..... Reese is at work. Sarah and Felice are at the mall, and I just got done packing....

We are going to see Far From Yesterday play tonight. :o/ Jason acted weird the other night when he came up to Springfield to hang out. I dont even know whats going on anymore............ Blah. He's a good guy, and I like him... I have for a while... but I just dont know anymore. ugh.

I really need to get ready.... I dont want to.

I talked to Chris for the longest time the other night. He called Reese's cell phone. Aw, hes great. And he sat outside in the cold & rain to talk to me because his cell wouldn't work inside.... since his apartment is like, the basement of a concrete building. I thought that sweet of him. Haha.

I think Court and Kacy are going to come down tomorrow. Or maybe just Court now... Im really not sure at this point. I leave Missouri tomorrow.... Hopefully I will be home in time to go to the Model 2551 show. :D I wanna gooooo!

So, America is at war.... I faintly remember Reese coming and telling me that we bombed Iraq when I was asleep.... It was like a dream.

And now here I am awake... and in the midst of war. It's weird, and scary. I was watching CNN tonight while in the dining hall eating dinner.. and I was just listening to everything that was happening, and I am just like... It makes me so sad. I want to cry. I hate violence so much, and I know that this is the only answer.. and I hate that it has to be that way. :(

It's so surreal. But not in a good way.

It's too depressing. I dont want to think about it.


I guess I am going to get out of here now....

Until next time, world.


You can cross the line whenever you want to... I'm callin it 'love soon'....
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Subject:*sigh* Lindsey Neal's good lyrics....
Time:12:13 am.
Mood: irritated.
Is this a game?
A grown up version of hide and seek...
Now let me think, where could you be?
How am I supposed to find you?
If I were you, where would I hide you?
I can't tell because you haven't found yourself....

You scaredy cat ....
I know you know we had something...
because you said you loved me.
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Wednesday, March 19th, 2003

Subject:i could wait forever................
Time:2:43 am.
Mood: giggly.
I want to tell you
My head is filled with things to say
When you're here
All those words, they seem to slip away

When I get near you
The games begin to drag me down
It's alright
I'll make you maybe next time around

But if I seem to act unkind
It's only me, it's not my mind
That is confusing things

I want to tell you
I feel hung up but I don't know why
I don't mind
I could wait forever, I've got time

Sometimes I wish I knew you well,
Then I could speak my mind and tell you
Maybe you'd understand

I want to tell you
I feel hung up but I don't know why
I don't mind
I could wait forever, I've got time, I've got time, I've got time
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Monday, March 17th, 2003

Subject:wow.. okay...
Time:4:35 am.
Mood: indescribable.
jkhdfjshf&^%^$%$%#%!!!!! WOW. I had so much coffee tonight. I feel weird. like, whoa.

Any how... I am going to update you on my weekend.. and my spring break 'get-away' so far.....

So I didn't sleep at all Friday night... It just wasn't happening... I stayed up on the phone too late with Jerome.. and then I had still had to pack.. (at 4 am)... I am SUCH a procrastinator. I need to stop that!

I got everything I needed together.... stuffed it into a big bag... went and took a shower.. blow dried my hair... and cleaned up my room a little bit.

Jenna called me around 11:30 to tell me that our picture proofs were done, and asked me if I wanted to go pick them up before we left for Missouri.. I said sure.

So, we ended up going an extra 60 or 70 miles out of our way before we even started out actual "road trip"... I sware, that lady lives out in the middle of nowhere. It's worse than Jones... Seriously.

The pictures came out okay. They are not the best, but whatever. They will have to work... Maybe Reese will let me scan a few of the proofs? ehh.. we'll see.

We left for Joplin around 1:30... we got there around 3:45-4:00... Very good timing. :o)

On the way there, I saw the biggest Mcdonalds in the world... no seriously, it is. - I was VERY impressed. LOL. How come I never knew that the biggest mcdonalds in the world was in Oklahoma??? Cool. My home state just got like mad brownie (bornie?) points for that one..... :D

I saw the cutest little pink house in the boonies near the OK/MO border... It was the best thing ever! I know, I am a nerd.

So, we get to Joplin. Blah Blah. Jenna meets up with her family... Everything is really boring until like 8:00 when we decided to go get something to eat with her cousin Amanda (who is 18, and very cool, I like her.) and Amanda's boyfriend Kevin (who reminds so much me of Rob Gungor by looks AND attitude.... and that just freaked me out to NO end ALL night....).

We went to Casa Montez for some food. Mmm. I was really impressed. The enchiladas were yummy. The waiter was cool. The other guy NOT in our section, Rick (the gay cute waiter guy) was awesome as well.. He stopped to talk to us numerous time... (Kevin has a crush on him??? lololol) He told us about how he killed his fish because he lives in the "Joplin Ghetto" and his tap water is basically sewer water... ewww. Haha. It was an amusing story... I guess you had to be there to see this gay guy tell the story. It was funny.

After that we to Hastings and hung out forever. It was fun. I played guitar, and also sat on the floor and watched John Mayer on TV. :D I saw a far from yesterday show flyer thing. I was wayyyyy too excited about that. Haha.

After hastings... we went cruisin... I dont know. Dont ask. It was a new experience for me. I had a lot of fun. I am a nerd. lol.

Around 11:30 we went to some street races... That was good times. I met the two coolest shaggy haired guys named Seth and Cody and we hung out the whole time. I kept petting them... they had rrrreeeealllly nice hair.. Wow.

We got home around 3 AM. And I went to sleep.

I was awoken at 9:30 AM.. Didnt really get up and AROUND til about 11. but yeah.... too early all together.......

We left for Springfield around 12:30-12:45... We got there around 2:00... Got lost for a while... Finally found Reese's work...

I met her in the parking lot, and she helped me carry my stuff in.. and we sat and chilled at her work.

I really like her work. I think I already mentioned that but oh-well. I heart Jakub. He is this polish SMSU boy who works with Reese. He sits next to her. He talks so cute!! He looks like a CUTER, POLISH Johnny Lang. He sang Christina Aguilera. I almost died. I'm now obsessed with him. :D :D :D

After we left her work we came back to FREDDY (her dorm, yay)... and chilled.

We watched the John Mayer DVD.. WOW. I can die happy. He talked about glitter!!! Eeeee.

JM. Said. "rock my face off". I. Think. I. May. Die. [!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

^^^^ UM. dont ask.

We messed around online for a few minutes. I checked my email and stuff, then we left for the Magic Bean, this really nifty coffee shop, to go see some music.

Wow. The first guy, Maioan Person was interesting. A crazy hippie-ish guy. But I liked him. Heh. Goofy. He gave us a CD.

The next chick.. Sarah something. She was so good. Cute girl. I enjoyed her a lot. She played ANI DIFRANCO. Nice.

Reese and I were erking over this ADORABLEY GORGEOUS artsy boy sitting at the table beside us. The whole time he sat there, he was SO quiet.. At first he was drawing in an art book, and then he started writing in a journal of some sort. Then he played some guitar later... It was cute.

I talked to him a few times, cuz we figured out he worked there and he came to clear the table off.

He easdropped on us a lot. It was cute.

He heard us at one point talk about Johnny Mayer... and he went and got his cd out of his car and played it over the PA system. Nice. He is my new-found hero. :D

Finally he came over and had a conversation with us. *giggles* He is Kyle. And he was drawing me... AHHHH. Thats why he kept looking over there... I love him. I think Reese and I both do. lmao.

He likes Incubus. It's his favorite band. Boyd is his idol. Thats why he grew his hair out. He resembles Brandon in a big way. Hotness.

We had a John Mayer talk. I was impressed. He was like "yeah... I heard you guys say John Mayer and I went and got Inside Wants Out from my car.." Thats just awesome. I fell in love.

I had a Cherry Jones Soda. *Dies* I heart that stuff. SOOOOOOOO much. Why does like ONE place where I live have it.. and its in the mall?!?!?!

AHHH. I had wayyyyyyyyy too much Mocha tonight. Warm mocha-in-a-mug. Mmmm......

I am like full of caffeine right now.. It's insane.

I talked to Jason Wallace on the phone while I was in the coffee place... He was on his way home from Tulsa. Bastard never called us back. He is supposed to come see me...... gr. Yeah, see if we come to his show on Thursday night.... lol....

Finally after like 6 hours... we left the Magic Bean around 2:30 AM and walked across the street and back through campus to the doorms.

We came up to Reese's doorm, and as soon as we got here we told Ryan (my proclaimed husband from over the phone) to come up to the 5th floor so he could finally meet me in person, and he did.

Whoa. He is cute. I was SO suprized. I like him!!!! He has a beautiful smile. Good lips. I hear he good eyes as well. But it was dark so.... Hah.

He stayed for a while.. We layed on Reesey's bed and watched videos from my vid camera the whole time. He humped me. Nice. LOL.

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! Ryans cute! Awww. lol. Im staying at SMS forever. The end.

Ummm yeah.. so now I am an insomniac. Reese is even asleep before me. Has that ever happened before? I dont think so. She always stays up while I go to sleep. hah. Maybe its cuz its HER who has class while I am here... instead of the other way around. Haha.

Good times.

Well, I am exhausted now.

I'll update again soon. :o)

Much Love <3,


P.S. Chris reeeally wants me to call him. Its cute. I think I might. :D Awwww. lol. I like him. Hes great. Argh to boys.

but awww. lol I heart <3 jakub, ryan, jason, chris, kyle <3 lol those are my missouri cutenesses right now...um minus chris... uhh. yeah.. anyways

NOW I am done............ .
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Sunday, March 16th, 2003

Subject:i made it....
Time:8:57 pm.
Mood: excited.
So, I am in Sprinfield. I successfully made it.

I spent the night in Joplin lastnight.. whoa.. fun times.. HAHAHAHA. It was great. Hastings (and the JM dvd... mmm...) ... crusin main street??? ...uh... the races.... the FFY poster. lol.

But yay. I got here... I went to work with reese tonight.. LOL her work rocks. I like it a lot... and JAKUB the hot polish johnny lookalike. Nice. I heart him.


Reese and I are going to see some el musica at the magic bean now...

love you ALL! ciao.

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Saturday, March 15th, 2003

Time:4:50 am.
Mood: drained.
I listen to you for hours, I'll listen all day
Just keep hitting me the right way
Sing your song in the shower
Cause you got a way
To say what I can never say right - right on
When I feel weak you make me feel strong
Make me feel strong

I won't say your name
But you know who you are
I'll never be the same again now - no way
I just want to say
Thank you for playing the way you play

You don't get played on the radio
That's not the game you play
Well I don't care anyway
I glued your tape in the stereo
So I know every word, every note
And every chord is right - right on
When I feel weak you make me feel strong
Make me feel strong feel like nothing's wrong

I won't say your name
You know who you are
I'll never be the same again now - no way
I just want to say thank you for playing the
Way you play

Did you know you're why I go
And waste my time
At a rock and roll show
You let me know I'm not alone
You make me feel strong, make me feel strong,
Feel like nothing's wrong

I won't say your name, you know who you are
I'll never be the same again now - no way
I just want to say
Thank you for playing the way you play
Thank you for playing the way you play
Thank you for playing the way you play
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Friday, March 14th, 2003

Time:7:29 pm.
Mood: ecstatic.
*throws herself a party*

I got my acceptance letter from the University of Tulsa today! WOOHOO! :D

I was seriously doubting I'd be accepted...... They kind of have a selective acceptence..... and it's a a private school.. so I was like :o/ I wasn't even going to apply at first... Then Brittani encouraged me to do it any way... She told me you didnt have to make the best grades to get accepted....... so I decided to just do it and see.

I was discouarged a little last week, when I hadnt heard anything and a few of my friends from school got their acceptance to TU declined... I dont have like, any exceptional grades or academic achievments.. soo I dont know. I didn't think TU would like me...... BUT they did! YAY!!!!!!!! hah....

So, now I just have to figure out how the HECK I am going to pay for this school................ and hopefully I will be a University of Tulsa Musical Theater student this coming fall. :D


Oh yeah, and I leave for Missouri tomorrow. I stillllll dont have a ride from Joplin to Springfield..... Thats not good. My mom is being a butthole.


The end.

-Danielle <3


Ashley advised me to do this MAD LIB thing...... CRACKS me UP!!!!!!

Do yours here: http://www.sause.net/Springer/Springer-female.html
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Subject:doots... doots....
Time:2:49 pm.
Mood: loved.
Oh yeahhh......

My friend Jenna reminded me of someone's birthday a little while ago at school....

Happy 20th Tayhan. Hehe.. I hope you have a great one. :P

This is all.

-Danielle <3

P.S. Chris emailed me and told me to call him.... Yay. It's about effin time............ *sigh* Boys.
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Thursday, March 13th, 2003

Subject:hee hee hee.......
Time:9:56 pm.
Mood: ecstatic.
pictures are fun.................

Chris and I the other night..... ;)

Thats all for now.

I need a ride to Springfield from Joplin.... Anyone???? lol.....

That is all.


- <3 Danielle
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Subject:"we're in the shower..... this huge 'ole f-ing shower!"
Time:8:08 am.
Mood: dorky.
Howdy. :o)

It's too early.... I need sleep. I am so glad Spring Break starts tomorrow... And I am getting out of my AP American History class! Woohoo!

I talked to Tony (R.) lastnight. He is a nerd. I think it's great! hahaha.

I talked to Lindsey (Neal) lastnight as well! She's a groovy chick. Kacy said she was cool. So, yay! We talked about lots of things.. Half of them I cant really remember right now.. but I know there was something in there about someone being gay like t-han... haha. and how they liked MISTER poptato heads... wow, we're nerds. Someday I will go up and hang out with them... or at least go see her show. :D

Oh, and we decided that her, Reese and I are going to go to a few shows on the JM tour... cuz he is touring with the counting crows. Nice. - What do you think Reese? :D Roadtrip?????

doot doot... la la la....

Oh, on the model2551 message board, some gaybo copy & pasted a part of my journal entry.... it was stupid. No point to it really? lol... *rolls eyes* Some people are just ignorant.

Ummmmm...... yeah. I think that is all.

Im done.

- Danielle
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